tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59496382011-04-22T03:38:39.246+08:00kill me while i still believe that you were meant for mejeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.comBlogger2511100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-86648834284984787172008-08-12T21:23:00.004+08:002008-08-12T21:37:24.095+08:00

There are times when you feel the bravest,and you feel prepared to take on the world orwhatever the future throws at youAnd there are times where reality sinks in and allyou want to do is just hide in your shell to forgeteverything youve hoped forand time always seems to be the slowestBut this is why i always Thank God for you

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-21035397145029080772008-07-08T03:49:00.004+08:002008-07-08T04:07:31.444+08:00

10 mins to four in the morning, my brain is far from functioning well...need. sleep.corporate identity & brand management is suckingthe life out of me, todayYou gathered my dreams inWhen they all blew awayAnd then tricked ’em back into meYou saved me I was almost deadNow that im coming downWont you be my solid ground

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-30381468112452862262008-06-26T00:57:00.002+08:002008-06-26T01:11:29.877+08:00

Tears stream down your face,i promise you i will learn from my mistakesIm sorry my love,tomorrow has to be a better day

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-6157903312486336262008-06-12T15:08:00.002+08:002008-06-12T15:15:37.963+08:00

"I want you to trust me okay.No matter what happens,just trust me.."

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-75475408001955468802008-06-11T23:45:00.002+08:002008-06-11T23:50:54.660+08:00

Could you whisper in my earThe things you wanna feelAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallI wanna wake up where you areI won't say anything at allSo why don't you slideAnd we'll run away, run away, run away

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-54258856236698215392008-06-02T00:30:00.002+08:002008-06-02T00:40:44.992+08:00

And how can IStand here with youand not be moved by youWould you tell meHow could it beAny better than this

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-48694640060343834332008-05-13T21:07:00.002+08:002008-05-13T21:08:59.812+08:00

Last night we talked about the futureand for the first time in such a long while,i actually dont feel like running away

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-56360368388134209512008-05-12T00:15:00.002+08:002008-05-12T00:34:07.185+08:00

Because you push and you push until it keepsfalling further,thats when you realise that youre nothing but alone.One last time, i swear.My summarized Sat night was spentbitching with Jen,having fun watching Zoe play bridge haha,thinking about you andfalling asleep while catching up with Val,couldnt ask for more reallyooooohh S-IIT!

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-52562425348316230942008-04-21T20:56:00.001+08:002008-04-21T20:58:04.135+08:00

With you I am cut from a pearl in your oysterHead on your chest a silent smile,a private kind of happiness

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-57818832416813039052008-04-07T02:05:00.001+08:002008-04-07T02:05:50.931+08:00

Hey there beautiful

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-26639965522467927352008-04-02T04:16:00.004+08:002008-04-02T04:22:54.156+08:00

Like, wow. You are quite freaky, Eil haha.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-55995204838470429532008-03-13T22:54:00.001+08:002008-03-13T22:55:40.070+08:00

"sometimes the most important history is the history we make today"this is to all the promises i never kept

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-83221309140381727822008-03-08T00:28:00.001+08:002008-03-08T00:29:31.856+08:00

and i must confess you're so much than i remember

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-68012858045392492082008-02-11T18:21:00.000+08:002008-02-11T18:34:13.541+08:00

Sleep dont weepMy sweet loveYour face, its all wetCos our days were roughSo do what you must doto fill that holeWear another shoeto comfort the soulchange, refuge, my defeat.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-78832324103653499132008-01-14T21:30:00.000+08:002008-01-14T21:44:34.109+08:00

take a long hard look at yourself in the mirror becausethe next time you think back you're gonna be all alone withnoone else to blame except yourselfthis will be the last time i try to even pretend to botherbecause after all, i think you leave no space for anything oldON a lighter note, school has been continuously hecticand i think im kinda liking it haha, saaaaayonara!

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-11706751222913200292008-01-03T22:20:00.000+08:002008-01-03T22:28:10.711+08:00

i promise to believe everything you say as long as you promise to stay with me,so i dont get scared when i close my eyesand always feel safe to sleep with the lights off at night

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-9007235903546909842008-01-03T22:08:00.000+08:002008-01-03T22:12:48.662+08:00

i shut my eyes, i shiver and i cry andpray this nightmare will leave me foreverhappy 2008

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-13474157832371056372007-10-07T04:53:00.000+08:002007-10-07T05:06:22.321+08:00

"I am a drizzle and you are a hurricane"I admit Defeatand i really need to get well soon

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-66364186154743319252007-10-01T22:37:00.000+08:002007-10-02T00:02:08.663+08:00

Because, twice the misery is equals to twice the amount of attentionbut if you looked really closely, happiness is just around the corner

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-29736893766663504692007-10-01T21:50:00.000+08:002007-10-01T21:51:16.560+08:00

Last one standing

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-48642627159168620502007-08-19T23:05:00.000+08:002007-08-19T23:22:01.936+08:00

I feel so annoyingly lazy right now and it doesnt help that i have a paper tmr. Jeff Buckley is so bloody depressing which again, isnt helping. Hurry end, dreadful exams! So i can sort my fucking mind out. AHHHjen jen jen jen

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-64422444832759322472007-07-29T23:19:00.000+08:002007-07-29T23:32:22.472+08:00

Somehow for the past two weeks ive been feeling awfully unsettled. Like i have the strongest feeling that something horrible is going to happen and right now, im just waiting for it. This is so annoying.Paintball yesterday was fun. Now my whole body is aching so badly!

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-55790810519995503412007-07-14T13:14:00.000+08:002007-07-14T13:52:50.197+08:00

I have spent too much time and effort teaching myself how to forgive and i am not going to let it go to waste

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-44519345472287606362007-07-06T05:01:00.000+08:002007-07-06T09:08:10.399+08:00

I'm back! And im very sure that ive missed out on too much in school. But it was all bloody hell worth it! Perth left me with seven new tops, a pair of jeans, a hat, a pair of earrings, a bag, a bottle of vodka pear, ten extra kilograms and my brother back with us in singapore. Not to forget, a few hours out with Nigel after so long. Tues night house party at my brothers got me a horrible

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-62016306747761786112007-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:002007-06-25T23:25:35.762+08:00

I had this dream last night. A feeling of familiarity, comfort, security. It all went by in a blur and i cannot seem to remember this persons face anymorei watched all my bad habits get flushed away

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-71752646675691979762007-06-19T18:25:00.000+08:002007-06-19T18:33:22.416+08:00

Woke up and wished that I was deadWith an aching in my headI lay motionless in bedI thought of you and where you'd goneand let the world spin madly onEverything that I said I'd doLike make the world brand newAnd take the time for youI just got lost and slept right through the dawnAnd the world spins madly onI let the day go byI always say goodbyeI watch the stars from my window sillThe whole

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-20080382205887418542007-06-06T03:46:00.000+08:002007-06-06T04:04:07.391+08:00

"Faith is believing when there's nothing else you can do"but its not time to wake up yet

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-82687164895866129212007-05-21T03:39:00.000+08:002007-05-21T04:13:57.109+08:00

Now i remember so clearly, the fear that gripped me that night. Everything was going so well. Too well you know it was too good to be true. And you knew that something was going to come in the way, to break everything that we had. Because after all, it couldn't have been going that well. It was going too well. When the fuck did that mean something bad. Now i suddenly remember, what exactly we

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-49222384957564468362007-05-16T23:35:00.000+08:002007-05-17T00:05:43.783+08:00

Crescendo was fun, i think for that five minutes i really thought i could be a rockstar haha and a lot of people came to support me yay thank you. Everything feels so in place now, i've never been happier. It feels great having sort your life out right for now and know its the best right thing you've done out of the many wrong things so far. I love itand you won't make a sound or be nervous

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-78390670082327889182007-04-27T01:33:00.000+08:002007-04-27T01:42:30.778+08:00

"The truth about the truth, is that it hurts. So we lie."Well im done lying and i couldnt be any happier that this is finally, it. YAY(did you know that theatres a hundred years ago used to be called nickelodeons? and it only cost a nickle a movie) I am really starting to love school, no shit

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-5939503040338656932007-04-25T01:43:00.000+08:002007-04-25T01:47:21.437+08:00

i hope you lie awake at night,with guilt crawling through your veinsand everytime you try to sleep,you wake up screaming in cold sweat.night after night, until im satisfiedSorry everybody, i just feel so angsty all of a sudden.Goodnight.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-4645798445200223042007-04-10T21:28:00.000+08:002007-04-10T21:30:18.604+08:00

The end has finally come, this time for good.It must be.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1169706298925492202007-01-25T13:55:00.000+08:002007-01-25T14:26:37.310+08:00

The beginning of an end.I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrongAnd falling down on your knees asking for sympathyAnd being caught in between all you wish for and all you seenAnd trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe inMay God's love be with youAlwaysMay God's love be with youI know I would apologize if I could see your eyesCause when you showed me myself I became

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1168186353957742492007-01-08T00:01:00.000+08:002007-01-08T00:12:33.970+08:00

Christmas and New year both sucked so to all those who had a great time, good for you. Just so all of you know, dawn, jen and including myself all suspect i'm going through manic depression. So all of you who feel like shit because of stupid small quarrells with bfs, just remember i feel worse than you and i mean it. and dawn is the only one who i can safely say, share the same thoughts as me (

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1165329270672536032006-12-05T22:14:00.001+08:002006-12-05T22:34:30.673+08:00

Days have been good. School's fine. Weekends long. Only one more week left of school. And Christmas is coming again, then before we know it a new year will begin. And Im gonna wish more than anything that time will pass very quickly so i dont go crazy for what i want

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1165156572905661272006-12-03T22:13:00.000+08:002006-12-03T22:36:13.013+08:00

And for the first time in my life im going to swear never to give up but only this time, ill stop having so much faith.Because maybe it'd be better if I just felt half the pain and cried half the tears at the end of it all. Now how does that sound

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1165082233331927182006-12-03T01:54:00.000+08:002006-12-03T01:57:13.350+08:00

Hello. A change for everything to become better i hope because im gonna lose my mind sooner or later for sure.Just give me one little secondAnd I will try my hardest To make you feel like I'm someone elseGoodnight.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1163139961651575982006-11-10T14:22:00.000+08:002006-11-10T14:26:01.650+08:00

'Show me, show me, show meHow you do that trickThe one that makes me scream,' she said'The one that makes me laugh,' she saidAnd threw her arms around my neck'Show me how you do itAnd I promise you, I promise thatI'll run away with youI'll run away with you'Spinning on that dizzy edgeI kissed her face and kissed her headAnd dreamed of all the different waysI had to make her glow'Why are you so

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1158858425218819332006-09-22T01:05:00.000+08:002006-09-22T01:07:05.266+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1157296121478548922006-09-03T23:07:00.000+08:002006-09-03T23:08:41.480+08:00

Fucking Plastics

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1155561431673244942006-08-14T21:14:00.000+08:002006-08-14T21:17:11.693+08:00

Because val says i CAN!

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1154364307604044622006-08-01T00:36:00.000+08:002006-08-01T00:45:07.680+08:00

Deadlines are coming to an end, yes yesi cannot wait.You see my dear, the most ill be now isonly a passerby.And please be careful this time round.I know you're sure that everyoneloves you more than i do. Sleep well now

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1153935449588837582006-07-27T01:36:00.000+08:002006-07-27T01:37:29.623+08:00

Should have given you a reason to stay

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1153151164770411352006-07-17T23:20:00.000+08:002006-07-17T23:46:04.790+08:00

Last day Of CIP (:

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1152546568308526802006-07-10T23:45:00.000+08:002006-07-10T23:58:19.866+08:00

I have finally decided that maybe its abouttime that I stop letting selfishness takeover me. I pray that you sleep tight tonight andknow that everyone else out there Loves youjust the way I do so I can safely bid goodbye to you.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1151241624883247582006-06-25T20:24:00.000+08:002006-06-25T21:20:24.913+08:00

this evening i met vally for mass.im so happy school's great for her and thateverything else is mighty fine.things have been good enoughexcept for the fact that i dont givetwo fucks about school.its b a c k t o s c h o o l t m r fucktoday a friend told me this,"dont worry, life can never be smooth.if life was smooth, there wouldnt beso many people begging for food & money"i better stop

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1150444750621413542006-06-16T15:32:00.000+08:002006-06-16T15:59:10.640+08:00

there are like jet planes flying over my estate now every five to ten minutes, the first time i heardthem come it was so loud i thought i was going to diein a bomb blast, hahaha. touchwoodtouchwood.im leaving tonight and i still havent finished packing. this sucks and jen's going to accompany me to sulk the entire afternoon away at my place. and can i please tell all of you non-existent

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1150375637013439222006-06-15T20:44:00.000+08:002006-06-15T20:47:17.033+08:00

goodbye singapore, hello perth! :Dand im so sorry for calling so latelast night but you have no idea how happy it made me (:

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1150269005029408602006-06-14T14:53:00.000+08:002006-06-14T16:03:45.573+08:00

e learning's over!the past few weeks, days have been spent with jen, crys, bernie and a few others.late nights at cuscaden and more late nights but boy do i miss dawn ):and ive been having very weird dreams the past few nights :/like just last night i dreamt that the tsunamihit singapore, hahahaha and two nights ago i dreamtthat i could see spirits. ok shit i better stop it,goodbye for now :D

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1149756469593564172006-06-08T16:41:00.001+08:002006-06-08T16:47:49.593+08:00

fuck e learningits making my mood swing so badly.i hope ill be able to finish everythingby tommorrow like i should.but i know dawn's having a much harder time thani am ): so i better count myself luckyRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1149657162549200312006-06-07T12:59:00.000+08:002006-06-07T13:12:42.563+08:00

i hate stupid e learning week.thanks to e learning im stuck in macdonaldsinhaling disgusting oil, fat, burgers, ice cream and every other ingredient mixed together i swear itsenough to suck all thats left of me.ok sorry it really isnt that bad,i just cant help feeling so very stressed ):

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1149315217260030532006-06-03T13:59:00.001+08:002006-06-03T14:13:37.273+08:00

yesterday nurul, siti and i decided to skip school for macdonalds hotcakes breakfastand x men after. what a great way to havestarted my day (:after x men it was endless walking under the bloody hot sun allthe way to esplanade, shut-up comedy! i cant wait.then finally, some familar faces.and a not so proper celebration for kyna's birthdaybut what the heck, i hope youre happy kyns(:i had a great

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1149190387595424152006-06-02T03:31:00.000+08:002006-06-02T03:33:07.610+08:00

my throat hurts so bad, i cant get to sleep

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1149172291487223062006-06-01T22:18:00.000+08:002006-06-01T22:57:17.326+08:00

school's just starting to get a little better,and after weeks of endless worryingi finally managed to scrape through my marketing project.come to think of it, time really passes quickly,another 24hrs and im out of school for three whole weeks.last saturday I accompanied Kenneth to the hospitalto check his leg and just ten minutes at A&Ewas enough to make me feel sick in the stomach.now imagine

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1148711401111014622006-05-27T14:15:00.000+08:002006-05-27T14:30:01.136+08:00

our skyride up to the lugethank god this week passed by real quickly,one more week and im out of school.sentosa last saturday was almost awesome,picture taking picture taking and more picture takingplus THE LUGE to end it all.now just how much more fun can a project get andi think im really starting to feel alright.one project down, many more to go.my stand still stays, marketing sucks.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1148034697517957122006-05-19T18:08:00.000+08:002006-05-19T18:31:37.536+08:00

went to study thursday in town all by myselfhoping some good would come out of it.val came over for a while to have sushi and milkshake with me.im starting to feel all that stress and work load from school,so many projects, so many deadlines and still,no company.i hate marketing, i hate icp, i hate dtp, i hate itb,someone please shoot me dead.ill learn to like it soon i hope, i know i will.thank

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1147319985174394812006-05-11T11:48:00.000+08:002006-05-11T11:59:45.186+08:00

and i wish just somehow, id be able to take away all of her pain. even if it's just for a dayi want to knock everyone's head,let the water flood their mindsso they'll never have to worry ever, again

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1146905956282119102006-05-06T15:51:00.000+08:002006-05-06T19:42:41.236+08:00

today i laid in bed with jen for one whole hour, watching her cry.and i just sat there quietly,looking at her.then i thought to myself just howmuch i loved seeing her happy. it took me quite some time to getused to how easily people came and left, even over the most stupidest reasons.but i think im really ok now.after last night, i realised how muchall of you really mean to me even thou wedont

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1146305036408563202006-04-29T17:45:00.000+08:002006-04-29T18:06:59.983+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE! (:im glad you had fun even thou i beteveryone were staring at us for making so so much noise.sorry you didnt get to play time crisis buti hope haunted house, air hockey and that very violent soccer game made up for that. haha, somebody's fifteen already.anyway, school's been.. ok.honestly, that's all i have to say about school.oh one more thing,i have no idea what is

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1145201997151347532006-04-16T23:38:00.000+08:002006-04-16T23:56:08.103+08:00

tonight i spent my last few hours of fun with kyns, jill and dawn at yoshinoya.and even thou both of them were busyrushing to finish their tsd journals,im glad they took time off to have dinner with meafter so longback to school tomorrow ):come on jeannine! how bad can it possibly get

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1144857416452425152006-04-12T23:30:00.000+08:002006-04-12T23:56:58.213+08:00

omg ive actually FINALLY managed to findtime to start blogging again! anywayanyway,ive got to say im horrible at surprises especially last minute ones but Happy Birthday Jill! i hopethat small piece of mudpie wasnt too pathetic for you, HAHA.ive been spending the past three days in school fororientation and stuff ): and school's like starting next monday.ARHnatthemad: i hope you get to read this.

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1139154607514247922006-02-05T23:24:00.000+08:002006-02-05T23:50:07.606+08:00

and its funny how easily i can actuallyforget promises made.but its true..how people come and go.cause all of the stars are fading awayjust try not to worry, you'll see them somedaymay your smile, shine on

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1134228926470115392005-12-10T23:18:00.000+08:002005-12-10T23:35:26.506+08:00

caaaan youuuu feeeeeeeeeeelthe chrisssstmas spirrrrrrriiiit.please, let christmas take its time to come.especially when im oh so broke.better still, dont ever let the new year start

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1133194226369039102005-11-28T23:58:00.000+08:002005-11-29T00:10:26.413+08:00

today lydia and i went back for training but i think half the time both of us ended up talking and might i mention the numerous failed attempts of her teaching me how to sing thelast few lines of 'rudolph the red nose reindeer' HAH.prime after that with lyd, yanling and cynthia.omg, someone please slap me for wasting sevenbucks on it (obviously miss lydia kiara tan disagrees)ok go, go. job

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1132323163937444362005-11-18T22:06:00.000+08:002005-11-18T22:12:43.946+08:00

and you kill with all these guilt tripsbut its funny how i keep coming back to you,every single timeminus the weekend andits just two days left.someone please kill me if i say i think a part of me's going to dread all of this ending

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1131878141746801392005-11-13T18:33:00.000+08:002005-11-13T18:35:41.756+08:00

NINE MORE DAYS, jeannine

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1131274092054421842005-11-06T18:40:00.000+08:002005-11-06T18:48:12.103+08:00

so light a candle on your cakefor every smile you've helped createfor every heart and every soul you've helped to grow a little more.a few more pounds, a little more greydont count the years, just count the wayit takes a little time to go from water into winedont ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes.Happy Birthday Claire

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1130593357428740982005-10-29T21:42:00.000+08:002005-10-29T21:42:37.440+08:00

In a Past Life...You Were: A Forlorn Assassin.Where You Lived: Texas.How You Died: Hung for treason.Who Were You In a Past Life?

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1130591923432675702005-10-29T21:18:00.000+08:002005-10-29T21:18:43.433+08:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% GirlishEven if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?ripped from jen's

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1130591836122210992005-10-29T21:11:00.000+08:002005-10-29T21:17:16.133+08:00

Your Monster ProfileEvil MurdererYou Feast On: Hot DogsYou Lurk Around In: Movie TheatersYou Especially Like to Torment: Emo KidsWhat's Your Monster Name?

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1130157765747783022005-10-24T20:38:00.000+08:002005-10-24T20:42:46.306+08:00

PAARAAAAAAANOID-AAANDROOOIDgoodnight and go

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129809548064080712005-10-20T19:40:00.000+08:002005-10-20T19:59:53.046+08:00

we laugh together and we cry, togetherits a definite promiseoh boy, what a startTell me did you sail across the sunDid you make it to the milky way to see the lights all fadedAnd that heaven is overrated..

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129653346455847142005-10-19T00:33:00.000+08:002005-10-19T00:35:46.463+08:00

omfg, 19 more days to o's.only six more weeks of pure tortureand its time to burn all my booksin the mean time,welcome to valerie lange and jeannine yip'sstudying book worm club for nerds

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129639735842314462005-10-18T20:41:00.000+08:002005-10-18T20:49:37.873+08:00

this is quite bad i think,i mean considering that i havent been attending mass for the past few weeks.yeah, it isnt good, is it and when everything's made to be brokeni just want you to know who i am

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129474775280172202005-10-16T22:50:00.000+08:002005-10-16T22:59:35.370+08:00

shit i think the effects of school stopping are slowly starting to kick inno more laughing fits with dawn, jen and jaz.no more SLSSMs with miss claire chua,no more seeing tipsy toes,no more double smile val and of course,no more pigging out sessions with jaz.i think i might even miss jen swinging my hand(even though i hate it oh so very much)you see what o levels can do to you

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129441612662544872005-10-16T13:46:00.000+08:002005-10-16T13:46:52.670+08:00

and im sorry ill never be good enough for the both of you

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1129209840836429552005-10-13T21:20:00.000+08:002005-10-13T21:24:00.843+08:00

jeannine, jeannine, jeannineand you do it so wellthe way you raise your glasses to forget how you've failedany chance is dedicated to long summers,empty bottles, and empty heartsgoodbye world,hello textbooks and notes

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1128598237237364062005-10-06T19:17:00.000+08:002005-10-06T19:30:37.243+08:00

because you try and you trybut you find yourself where you first startedand i will stay strong,just like how everyone else is trying to.at least till after o'sYou see the trick is that you are never supposed to act on itNo matter how unbearable this misery gets

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1128424477877265682005-10-04T19:07:00.000+08:002005-10-04T19:14:37.883+08:00

your face arrives again, all hope i had become surrealbut under your covers,more torture than pleasureand just past your lipsthere's more anger than laughternot now or forever will i ever change youi know that to go on,ill break you, my habit-my heroine

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1127911989769002132005-09-28T20:46:00.000+08:002005-09-28T20:53:09.776+08:00

today claire and i drowned ourselvesin subway, chicken rice straight after that,followed by the ice cream in the macdonaldsadvertistement which caught our eye.hah, talk about losing weight.sorry but i think we need time to get overour oh so horrible results,thank you very much.goodbye, goodnight!oh, willy wonka chocolateHere we come!

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1127828815864082582005-09-27T21:33:00.000+08:002005-09-27T21:47:49.476+08:00

and sometimes ignorance rings trueits getting too late,tomorrow is here

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1127487325164137222005-09-23T22:50:00.000+08:002005-09-23T22:55:25.173+08:00

exams are over, for now at least.and i have to be down with a stupid flu.but catching up with dawn, jen and jazon tuesday and with claire and valon thursday makes everythingseem worthwhile (:Recharge,RECHARGEwe're gonna make thisyour BEST DAY EVVVV-ER

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1126938076490911912005-09-17T14:12:00.000+08:002005-09-17T14:21:16.496+08:00

stairway to heaven is such a tearjerkerjust take mum and i as examples.midnight till six in the morning, non stop marathon.you should have seen us,we couldnt stop crying till an hour laterto walk away and never look back,walk away,dont ever look back

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1126534664186981502005-09-12T21:56:00.000+08:002005-09-12T22:17:44.233+08:00

finally! a proper blog entry.today was lit paper one and i had tobe such an idiot to go spend almost halfan hour deciding on whether to do poemor prose. so poem it was and by onlymanaging to write less than a pagefull for part one made everything worse.oh boy, eight more days till prelims end please.okay. good, goodnight

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1126168826217951672005-09-08T16:39:00.000+08:002005-09-08T21:18:39.320+08:00

im tripping on words,i dont know where to go from here

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1125662754281454492005-09-02T19:57:00.000+08:002005-09-02T20:05:54.286+08:00

Take a step, Take a stepTo never wake up,Seeing less than nothingparanoidandroidparanoidandroidparanoidandroidsomewhere outside a light canshine right over you,Right over you

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1125573110369026562005-09-01T19:10:00.000+08:002005-09-01T19:11:50.373+08:00

lies that lead you to the grave,some will say

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1125059999295663282005-08-26T20:02:00.000+08:002005-08-26T20:39:59.326+08:00

choke till it soaks intoall these anxious fitsthen againi dont have the strength to say, goodbye

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1124956110755035302005-08-25T15:48:00.000+08:002005-08-25T15:48:30.760+08:00

get on the bus, its time to go

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1124887755334476392005-08-24T20:37:00.000+08:002005-08-24T20:49:15.340+08:00

rewind, pause, making it last forever?i think ive done too much foryou to believe me nowbut you'll be fine, wont you,i know

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1124516133796505362005-08-20T13:08:00.000+08:002005-08-20T13:36:57.010+08:00

let your face shine upon us oh lordand the world will know you liveso i will know you live,so i will know you live

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1123759805513108182005-08-11T19:22:00.000+08:002005-08-11T19:30:05.520+08:00

just for a momentthe world was full of painjust for a momentmy luck had finally, run outthe same thing that blew us togethermight blow us apartso keep a piece of me preciousand close to your heartoh, how id miss youpeace in your heartpeace in your soulpeace in your headgood, goodnight

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1122561196513942582005-07-28T22:31:00.000+08:002005-07-28T22:33:16.513+08:00

it's a deep, red wound. enough to stare.it's a beautiful rose and everyone's awareyou squeeze it tight enough to bleed.but suicide is something we'd rather not mention here.in our beautiful world of saving face.so Vanity's got this new gun that she wants to try on youand as we stand here waiting for the sound

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1122560546625680032005-07-28T22:04:00.000+08:002005-07-28T22:22:26.630+08:00

id like it just how it used tobe two years agobut then we kept seeing new faces,and slowly all was lost.and i thought we've all drivenpast that level of immaturity

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1122383930155759692005-07-26T21:18:00.000+08:002005-07-26T21:18:50.156+08:00

new LAYYYOUUUT please

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1121779729726597792005-07-19T21:15:00.000+08:002005-07-23T14:51:59.906+08:00

we were looking at the sun shining bright,but it was casket black, so we would search all nightand if its true rainy seasonsbring people back, just likehow it does in the movie 'be with you'id hang sunshine dolls everydayjust like the boy didand wish all of it wouldnt end.now, who wouldve thought time could pass this fast

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1120921290916037872005-07-09T22:42:00.000+08:002005-07-09T23:01:34.510+08:00

hopes abandonedim through choking and suffocatingon alter egos and alterior motiveswhich weigh you down and take controlhopes abandoned

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1120739278232841482005-07-07T20:21:00.000+08:002005-07-07T20:39:15.540+08:00

ij trampoline team hasnt won anythingfor the past two years and getting 4ththis year is like everything to us HAHAhello i guess ij tramp team wont beclosing down that soon after all! good job C DIVISION girls,HURRAY B DIVISION! :D

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1120453104134040362005-07-04T12:57:00.000+08:002005-07-04T13:00:25.640+08:00

and the tables have turnedthis life is only temporary,THIS LIFE IS ONLY TEMPORARY

jeanninehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02713903555955238252noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5949638.post-1120313742570310152005-07-02T22:14:00.000+08:002005-07-02T22:16:51.426+08:00

crash and crawl awaynow im not afraidcrash and crawl awaynow i am not afraid

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